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[20 Jul 2004|09:25pm]
okay so this wont let me update in rich text I made a new journal...
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5 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[20 Jul 2004|07:07am]
[ mood | wow...hes gay ]
[ music | Jesus Walks : Kanye West ]

The tide is high but I'm holding on. I'm going to be your number 1. I'm not the kinda girl who gives up just like that.

 

 

And the thing yesterday guys, he just says stuff cause he cant say it to my face. I want to kick the hell outta him, but what good would it do? He'd have a black eye and I'd have a scratched heart that wont heal? NO way. I'll hurt him in another way.

Thank you all for being there <3 you guys

3 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[19 Jul 2004|03:57pm]
[ mood | healing and breathing ]
[ music | Float on : Modest Mouse ]

Thank you Jerk,

For setting me free, and saying what you really felt, now I know everything you said to me was a lie, I will not google over your presence ever again and I think it was a waiste of time.

- courtney

join bored_ljers everything happens for a reason...
5 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[19 Jul 2004|03:29pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | happy ending : Avril Lavigne ]

join __pretty_pretty

4 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[19 Jul 2004|12:06pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Screaming Infidelities : Dashboard Confessional ]

thank you windsor _101 for making this sweet icon... it's awesome. Thank you.

 

 

you held my hand and walked me home, I know.

5 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[19 Jul 2004|07:25am]
[ music | Mambo #5 : Lou Bega ]

Okay, I havent updated on my week so here it goes.

Sunday: went to shannon's joey,alysha and riley were there. Alysha left then riley left then I left then joey.

Monday:......probably didn't do a thing.

Tuesday: Mom. had tennis...and so I was here ababysittin'

Wednesday: Uhmmm...

Thursday: Trash night. Just partyed with the neighbors.

Friday: Ashley came over for like 5 hours...

Saturday: Family Reunion and then Caideys, with Shannon,Alysha, and riley

Sunday: Riley left then Shannon then Alysha and then me, I came home and sat around...tooka nap...and then woke up sub time!!! and then I took a bike ride... And just let it all hang out, my parents went out and finally my daddio fixed my computer..

 

 

The End..

4 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[18 Jul 2004|10:37am]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Dude remix **beenie man ]

On A monday I am waiting and by tuesday I am fading into your arms so I can breathe

so underneathe, stuck in your thoughts and lost in your dreams..

 

 

 

good bye

2 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[17 Jul 2004|07:27pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | turning japenes 16 candles ]

Crash and Burn... we all do it, but I'm the one too fall.

5 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[11 Jul 2004|09:46am]
[ mood | freezing ]
[ music | shut up: Black eyed peas ]

I can not fly without falling without my wings )

6 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[10 Jul 2004|06:10pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Crazy In love: Beyonce ]

lost so much gained so many

     Lost you baby, I think your not worth a penny

of course I come running back

     running to you once again.

stay with me through the night...

    stay here hold my hand

 

" I lost you once baby I wont loose you again"

 

 

I lost a friend today

goodbye alisha...sadness strikes

may-july

4 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[09 Jul 2004|07:41am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Konstantine: Something Corporate ]

We started off HOT and HEAVY

               We ended Cool and Dry

Your so sexy baby

                I want you in my life.

 

hehe I just wrote that out of spite. haha.

well the couple of days have been fun.

Sunday-Monday I went to cedar point with LINDSEY and my cousins.

Tuesday: I was in ohio and then my cousins and got to skip summer school :) hehe

Wednesday: I went to the mall With SHANNON,ALYSHA,MEGAN,CAIDEY that was fun.

THursday I babysat went to the movies.then babysat again.

Friday: today... y'never know whats gonna go down.

3 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[08 Jul 2004|07:15am]
[ mood | Wounded emotionally ]
[ music | Naughty Girl: Beyonce ft. LiL Flip ]

You seem to look away everytime I say your name

               You hear me

You just dont care.

                  Why do I even try?

Cause your the reason why

              I cry everynight

goodbye

2 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[07 Jul 2004|10:56am]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | Crazy :Britney Spears ]

All things fall into place,

               my heart it feels so safe

you are my melody

               thats where you take me

                                       I never fell before

   how did you find the door?

the key to my soul                            for you forever more

2 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[06 Jul 2004|03:07pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | vindicated:dashboard confessional ]

sometimes I wonder,

If anyone really does care about me.

                          I feel like leaving everything behind,

       but that wont make my rain day better. Sun needs to come out.

 

 

"i've lost everything and it started with you"

2 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

Major Charmer [04 Jul 2004|01:45pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | move ya bodyy: ninna sky ]

with our eyes filled in tears she walks away

                he know's what he's done

 

                 they know it was wrong

           why did he get abusive?

                  neither of them know

2 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[03 Jul 2004|09:13am]
[ music | turn me on **kevin lyttle ]

loving you was so hard, I had to make it work, but now I wont , I'm letting it sit aside,as I rest my head, I loved you I gave you chances, you thought screm em' she's not beautiful. I'll let you go, and I dont think that I was your issue, you seem sweet but really...you arent at all.

jerk

forget you. You don't care about me. I wont care about you.

"but still I see your face"

I do. maybe I do care about you. But love you...never will again, my heart's gone through enough damage. or do you like me hurt? so I'm weak..? well not anymore.

 

im stronger then yesterday now it's nothing butta my way my lonelyness aint killin me no more,I'm I'm stronger.

 

I'm gonna be higher then you and walk away.

2 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[02 Jul 2004|11:56am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | your the only one who.. ]

you know what it was my mistake to love you so no apoligy I made the mistake to care, you turned out to be a huge jerk. and I dont know why... I ever gave you so many chances when all you did was break my heart. so my fault for caring so god damn much so ya know what?

IM SORRY



for caring at all, and for making you higher then everyone else, I dont love you...and you need to get your act together, I really wish I could take back the tears I cryed for you all of it just back. Forget you. Forget me. Forget us. at all. And I dont know if I can trust you again
6 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[01 Jul 2004|07:17am]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | how come* d12 ]

how come we dont talk no more?

 you dont even call no more

 we dont barely keep in touch at all,

 and I hardly feel the same love when we hug no more,

and I heard it through the grapevine that we dont even be friend now,

 after all the years we been down.

we were family
 so that's how it's gonna be eh?

5 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

[30 Jun 2004|10:11pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | how come? d12 ]

Rocko okay, today I learned, the people you L-o-v-e the most you have to let go, Risks will be taken. and I can let go, I'm gonna be the strong one and let it burn because for the first time in years I smiled. And meant it,....

so right now I'm gonna say LET IT BURN goodbye rocko

 

I love you,  and IM lettin you go

just a ghost to the world

trusted to many [30 Jun 2004|07:30am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | magic stick ]

now I really think more than e-v-e-r we were not even meant to be anything at all.

Do you still want to be my big brother

 

additional news, she's found by the press )

2 from here the city lights burn *♥* just a ghost to the world

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