.:.All this time you were pretending.:.

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-20T21:25:00

2004-07-21T01:28:57Z

okay so this wont let me update in rich text I made a new journal...
_unreach_able

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-20T07:07:00

2004-07-20T11:13:23Z

The tide is high but I'm holding on. I'm going to be your number 1. I'm not the kinda girl who gives up just like that.

And the thing yesterday guys, he just says stuff cause he cant say it to my face. I want to kick the hell outta him, but what good would it do? He'd have a black eye and I'd have a scratched heart that wont heal? NO way. I'll hurt him in another way.

Thank you all for being there <3 you guys

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-19T15:57:00

2004-07-19T20:01:51Z

Thank you Jerk,

For setting me free, and saying what you really felt, now I know everything you said to me was a lie, I will not google over your presence ever again and I think it was a waiste of time.

- courtney

join bored_ljers everything happens for a reason...

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-19T15:29:00

2004-07-19T19:33:42Z

join __pretty_pretty

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-19T12:06:00

2004-07-19T16:11:28Z

thank you windsor _101 for making this sweet icon... it's awesome. Thank you.

you held my hand and walked me home, I know.

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-19T07:25:00

2004-07-19T11:36:40Z

Okay, I havent updated on my week so here it goes.

Sunday: went to shannon's joey,alysha and riley were there. Alysha left then riley left then I left then joey.

Monday:......probably didn't do a thing.

Tuesday: Mom. had tennis...and so I was here ababysittin'

Wednesday: Uhmmm...

Thursday: Trash night. Just partyed with the neighbors.

Friday: Ashley came over for like 5 hours...

Saturday: Family Reunion and then Caideys, with Shannon,Alysha, and riley

Sunday: Riley left then Shannon then Alysha and then me, I came home and sat around...tooka nap...and then woke up sub time!!! and then I took a bike ride... And just let it all hang out, my parents went out and finally my daddio fixed my computer..

The End..

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-18T10:37:00

2004-07-18T17:38:40Z

On A monday I am waiting and by tuesday I am fading into your arms so I can breathe

so underneathe, stuck in your thoughts and lost in your dreams..

good bye

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-17T19:27:00

2004-07-18T02:28:46Z

Crash and Burn... we all do it, but I'm the one too fall.

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-11T09:46:00

2004-07-11T13:49:43Z

Yes. Threshhold.

I am free. away from you. I can breath and the breath is true.

Then the tear rolls down my cheek. I still love you and can't let you go.

but beaming fate will let me go. Even if I cant let go of you.

ALISHAS MY FRIEND AGAIN WOO!

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-10T18:10:00

2004-07-10T22:13:34Z

lost so much gained so many

Lost you baby, I think your not worth a penny

of course I come running back

running to you once again.

stay with me through the night...

stay here hold my hand

" I lost you once baby I wont loose you again"

I lost a friend today

goodbye alisha...sadness strikes

may-july

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-09T07:41:00

2004-07-09T11:43:59Z

We started off HOT and HEAVY

We ended Cool and Dry

Your so sexy baby

I want you in my life.

hehe I just wrote that out of spite. haha.

well the couple of days have been fun.

Sunday-Monday I went to cedar point with LINDSEY and my cousins.

Tuesday: I was in ohio and then my cousins and got to skip summer school :) hehe

Wednesday: I went to the mall With SHANNON,ALYSHA,MEGAN,CAIDEY that was fun.

THursday I babysat went to the movies.then babysat again.

Friday: today... y'never know whats gonna go down.

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-08T07:15:00

2004-07-08T11:17:58Z

You seem to look away everytime I say your name

You hear me

You just dont care.

Why do I even try?

Cause your the reason why

I cry everynight

goodbye

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-07T10:56:00

2004-07-07T14:58:38Z

All things fall into place,

my heart it feels so safe

you are my melody

thats where you take me

I never fell before

how did you find the door?

the key to my soul for you forever more

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-06T15:07:00

2004-07-06T19:09:56Z

sometimes I wonder,

If anyone really does care about me.

I feel like leaving everything behind,

but that wont make my rain day better. Sun needs to come out.

"i've lost everything and it started with you"

Major Charmer

2004-07-04T17:47:37Z

with our eyes filled in tears she walks away

he know's what he's done

they know it was wrong

why did he get abusive?

neither of them know

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-03T09:13:00

2004-07-03T13:14:39Z

loving you was so hard, I had to make it work, but now I wont , I'm letting it sit aside,as I rest my head, I loved you I gave you chances, you thought screm em' she's not beautiful. I'll let you go, and I dont think that I was your issue, you seem sweet but really...you arent at all.

jerk

forget you. You don't care about me. I wont care about you.

"but still I see your face"

I do. maybe I do care about you. But love you...never will again, my heart's gone through enough damage. or do you like me hurt? so I'm weak..? well not anymore.

im stronger then yesterday now it's nothing butta my way my lonelyness aint killin me no more,I'm I'm stronger.

I'm gonna be higher then you and walk away.

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-02T11:56:00

2004-07-02T15:58:41Z

you know what it was my mistake to love you so no apoligy I made the mistake to care, you turned out to be a huge jerk. and I dont know why... I ever gave you so many chances when all you did was break my heart. so my fault for caring so god damn much so ya know what?

IM SORRY

for caring at all, and for making you higher then everyone else, I dont love you...and you need to get your act together, I really wish I could take back the tears I cryed for you all of it just back. Forget you. Forget me. Forget us. at all. And I dont know if I can trust you again

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-07-01T07:17:00

2004-07-01T11:18:34Z

how come we dont talk no more?

you dont even call no more

we dont barely keep in touch at all,

and I hardly feel the same love when we hug no more,

and I heard it through the grapevine that we dont even be friend now,

after all the years we been down.

we were family
so that's how it's gonna be eh?

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-06-30T22:11:00

2004-07-01T02:13:16Z

Rocko okay, today I learned, the people you L-o-v-e the most you have to let go, Risks will be taken. and I can let go, I'm gonna be the strong one and let it burn because for the first time in years I smiled. And meant it,....

so right now I'm gonna say LET IT BURN goodbye rocko

I love you, and IM lettin you go

trusted to many

2004-06-30T11:41:37Z

now I really think more than e-v-e-r we were not even meant to be anything at all.

Do you still want to be my big brother

so sarah and I might go see spiderman 2 together, woo

that should be FUN

her and alisha made me feel so much better yesterday

all my other friends make me feel better all the time. Woo,

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-06-29T19:45:00

2004-06-29T23:49:35Z

okay, so sarah and I were talking, now yeah we had some troubles in the past, Im over them and I hope she is too. I love ya chickk

alisha, wow! so much to say so little time, I love you broken dreams is not an issue? right now that we are part of _wannabeloved and were an army. I love you.

all my other friends: your my simple pleasures in life. You make me kick back and watch the sun and I love you guys!

please please please

stay a/w/e/s/o/m/e

he's not the one, there are other fish in the sea, and I'll find him soon

2004-06-29T11:18:44Z

when you hit the ball yesterday I knew, I couldn't Love you anymore. Your my big brother, and I know in the Long run your there for me some way somehow, and I thank you.

<3 I love you

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-06-28T07:16:00

2004-06-28T11:18:06Z

this is the dumbest game I've ever played. You ignore me...I ignore you. What happened to the OLD us, this is dumb.... your just laying back and letting me bleed emotion.... I wish it didn't show.

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-06-27T13:42:00

2004-06-27T17:44:00Z

if you told me to cry for you, I could if you told me to die for you, I would.

romeo is bleeding, but you can't see his blood

it's been raining since you left, me... now I'm drowning in the flood

pieces_of_me_02 @ 2004-06-24T07:19:00

2004-06-24T11:20:59Z

I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright so Im breaking the habit tonight.

"It's like loosing something you never had."